Hopefully you read my latest blog entry recently and are up to speed on how I was feeling after having asked to be astounded and I encountered the brilliance of the Universe’s abilities to inspire and delight me.  If not, you might want to read it first or else this part may not mean as much.

After seeing the rainbow, and knowing I asked for it directly, I existed in a sort of delightful spiritual fog for the next few days, absolutely wallowing in my bliss.  

Then came the evening of my appointment with Ann Albers the channel (Visionsofheaven.com).  She is a lovely, warm person and I was really looking forward to every aspect of the call.  As soon as we started talking she said “there’s a woman here for you” and then “oh, I remember her, she’s your Mom, and your Dad’s here too!” 

Mom started immediately talking about uncluttering my life.  Mom left us with a legacy of material possessions my sisters and I are going to have to deal with, and each of us with a different degree of inherited compulsive hoarding.  I come from a family of collectors, or “packrats” according to Mom on the call. 

Mom took responsibility for influencing us to be that way, and she talked about how too much insignificant physical “stuff” blocks our energy and holds us down.  She said she had realized in non-physical that you can have anything you want, all you have to do is create it with your mind.  She said she believes it’s the same way in physical too, but it’s best to surround yourself only with the stuff you really love and release all the other stuff you don’t feel attached to, back to the Universe to flow on to someone else. 

Then Ann said there was another woman coming through, it was my Grandmother, my Mom’s Mom.  And she was so excited to talk to me, she said she’d been watching over me for a long, long time.  She crossed in 1978 and I got the immediate and warm feeling she’d been my guardian since she’d crossed. 

Grandmother immediately asked “Do you know why you’ve been craving fruits and vegetables? . . .  That’s me!” 

She said that she had taken on the role of my inspiration to help me with food and weight.  That she always loved food and still does and I had inspired her to gather all the information on the non-physical side she could find, to help me.  She said she was enjoying learning about it now so she could turn around and inspire me.  She had assigned herself the role of helping to open my mind and inspire me to healthy choices. 

She said over the last few weeks, when I felt those little inspirations to buy fresh fruits and vegetables, it was her.  And recently when I’ve been so attracted to all the different and beautiful colors of produce available, it was also her, inspiring me.

I knew instantly what she was talking about, because I’d been noticing a marked difference in my desires regarding food for the last few weeks, I had been noticing and really enjoying all the colors in the fresh produce department at the grocery store, and I’d been buying more bright, colorful foods.  I’d make some amazing salads and feeling satisfied with them or steaming fresh vegetables instead of grabbing a fast food item. 

Her next thing Grandmother said simply knocked both Ann and I out . . . she said “Think of it as eating rainbows!”

What a wonderful way of thinking about it!  I was so surprised and grateful for her assistance.

Immediately I asked her “Did you send the rainbow!” and she said “Yes! Yes! That was me!” 

I explained to Ann about the rainbow I’d seen a few days before.  She was as delightfully surprised as I was by my Grandmother’s declaration.  When I told her that I saw the rainbow upon leaving a grocery store after buying fruits and veggies, we both had a moment of utter awe.

During that call I learned that my sweet Mom and my wonderful Grandmother are part of my Spiritual support and inspiration team.  Along with Spirit, the angels, fairies and guides is my dear Dad and three of my closest girlfriends who’ve crossed over.  They are like my own personal guidance group and they just love inspiring me to create my life to match my dreams.  I consider them my personal Grace Crew.

How’s that for power?  For unlimited support and love inspiring me to do what I need to do to create my dreams? 

There was much, much more to the call and honestly that one hour with my parents and Grandmother from non-physical and the angels has changed my life.  Mom’s crossing started me on a new path, but learning and deeply feeling the wonderful connection to the people I love on the other side has instilled in me a remarkable sense of peace.  A knowing that goes deeper than anything I’ve ever encountered before, and utter expectation for my future. 

I suddenly realized “How is it possible to fail at anything when I have such amazing support on the other side?”

During the call, when we were talking about uncluttering my life, Ann mentioned a book about a spiritual program she had read called Creating Your Heart's Desire by Sonia Choquette.  She said step 4 is all about that exact principle. 

Another amazing synchronicity was that I happen to already have the book and I have the cassette tape series of the program, both gifts given me in the past.  More so, even in my completely cluttered house, it turned out both the book and the tape album were right next to my computer when I hung up the phone.  Believe me, the idea that it was at my fingertips and I didn’t have to hunt for it alone . . . was a miracle!

Turns out Sonia’s program was the next step in my amazing adventure and I’ll go into that soon on another post.

For now I want to say that we all have a Spiritual circle of angels, family, friends and spiritual beings watching over us.  I’ve been blessed by my Mom with a deep understanding of my connection to them.  And blessed by Ann with the honor of having talked to them and feel my connection to them in a new, incredibly deep way. 

I know that we all have it.  We each have our own personal connection to Spirit, and to all of non-physical, all we have to do is believe it, nurture it, and allow it.

And tapping into that strength, perseverance, humor and love has filled me with an almost steel like resolve, that I know I can do anything . . . absolutely anything . . . to which I put the creative force of my mind and the power of my spirit. 

It’s taken me a long time to get to this place of complete knowing and confidence . . . a lifetime.  But the feeling is definitely worth the wait.

I’ve been absent from writing here in my beloved blog, while I finalized one chapter of my life.  I’ve missed it terribly, but I had to do what I had to do, I had to honor my own timing and my needs. 

But now, I am incredibly ready to embrace huge change and amazing new experiences in my life.  I’m open to the guidance of my Grandmother and all else who want to inspire me to accomplish the biggest desire of my life . . . that of Allowing My Perfect Body.

I hope you join me on my adventure!

Tigerlily